My Way

Monday, December 28, 2009

Approaching 2010...

I've lost track on the date.This happens everytime during holidays.Few more days.and it's a new year..(i have no plan yet on the last day of 2009)

A year has gone..just like wind.blown away without any trail left behind..It felt as if i did not do much when i'm actually sitting here and trying to recall.Actually i did..I've experienced a year of college.being sort of like col. freshmen or something.I've been thru hectic and crazy days dealing with the assignments with friends.Been thru arguments and happiness with family.I do not know exactly did i accomplish any of my dreams or what. and whatever it is. A year has gone..1 year of my life flew passed..And here i am.. I'm still grateful as always..for everyone can still be together at the end..And nothing is more important than that..

I couldn't cry..I try to shed a tear.but i just couldn't. I've changed..I've thrown away my old sadness for love. It's too long for me to recall nor remember..I think this is the best thing i've done this year. To give a new life to myself..But i'm sort of worry..because.currently.i'm like a robot..feeling very calm than ever..I have no feelings..I'm like a glass..as if nothing can penetrate through and sting me.I have no sadness..compassion.anger. but. Is this what happiness is? Since no other emotions i have left..other than happiness..

12:02 AM

Saturday, December 26, 2009

I want to hang out with friends i want to go genting to sleepover with friends and go there watch fireworks!!! but i dun even have my own time now!!! My grandma is moving house and i need to help out and as i know it's starting from tomorrow i nid to go to her current house to help her with all those wrapping and packing and i dun even know when is the date set to move officially??? So means what? i dun even know which day i'm free and available which day i'm not so how am i going to ask people to go out with me??? sigh...so it's best to not do anythin.haiz.

So how was Christmas eve....? I stayed home and accompanied my parents :) Went out to have some simple western dinner.It's freaking.super jam on the highway seriously. We wanted to go puchong but u noe.what we saw were just cars...nothing others than that. so we changed the journey and headed to i dunno what's the place's name as usual. No parking.so we parked way into the residence area and walked.So this is what i had.

Ham and Cheese Chicken. Yes you can see the cheese.damn fattening rite? i think the usual me will never ever ever ever never ordered this. but cumon.It's Christmas Eve!!! and i dun think i will ever get to go back to that place to eat again.so i did eat this. though i put away the cheese layer.haha i just think it's abit sick to eat all of them..it's too cheesy.dislike.lol

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I'm loving tattoo much. Nothing will change that.

12:57 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerry X'MaS*+*+*+*+*+* :))

An outing with sis. This is our fav pics! owh.Went to touch up ,my tattoo. This time it really felt way more like it's needles piercing in and scratching on my back :S But i still want to do few more :P You can see my plasters here.lol Love my Scarf by the way!! lol so classeey...